I CRIED. i cried jus now just becos of being guilty i cried.
Its my first time crying jus becos of rejecting some1. aren't i stupid and foolish?
He is a nice guy ba. But he is not my type.

i wanna concentrate on studies but i cant forget the past.
i let some1 down and let myself down too.
aren't i an idiot who had been waiting so long?
wo hao ben ar.
i thot i forgotten that days le but i cant. i realli cant.
i cant do it. i just wanna cheer u up, thats enough.
jus smsing u and msn-ing, its enough.
zhe yang wo jiu zhu gou le.
JIA YOU!! CHAOYING. ni xing de. (:
{ 4/26/2007 09:09:00 PM }

I AM SO DAMN CONFUSED!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO??
ARGH!!! HELP ME.
I AM SUFFOCATING!!
I DUN WANNA HURT ANYONE, BUT I HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION.
I AM SORRY. I SAID IT OUT.
I AM SORRY!! HATE ME IF U WAN. SORRY!!

I CANT FORGET THAT TIME, HE FILL MY LIFE WIF LAUGHTER.
HE IS ATTACHED NOW. ALL THE BEST. (:
PAST IS THE PAST. JIA YOU BA.




{ 4/26/2007 07:16:00 PM }

somehow a bad day for me. fall down outside the school gate early in the morning. so malu(: den jun chao saw it. haha. den went into the canteen, squad were discussing bout the POP thingy. did nt really talk to zhen yang ba. hmm. sian ar. Haiz. den we ended our session after discussing bout the song we gonna use lor. xD Feng den told me bout somethings 'they' say ba. (: i was like OMG!!! really dun really like it lor. somehow i tink that he's acting pathetic? or jus simply jealous?? we change okays. everything change. there is no such thing as FOREVER!!! Understand? Are you being emotional or like what u said, u tink that he is changing? wanna challenge u? hmm. maybe we need help, to resolve it b4 its too late ba. Defination of SQUAD- a group of ppl working as a team!! We are a team, and we will always be 1, dun forget we are the 8th Batch. (: Jia You guys. Hope we can unite together to solve every difficulty but not challenging each other. ITS USELESS!!!

JIA YOU EVERYONE FOR THE UPCOMING EXAMS. (:
GRATS GUZHEN FOR GETTING GOLD. (:
{ 4/24/2007 06:13:00 PM }

ARGH!!! gonna go crazy of those conflicts and misunderstanding or what la. hmm.
okay!!! ZHEN YANG, I AM SORRY!!! fine wif it le ba.
LAO SHI SHOU. I DUN UNDERSTAND SIA!! what the use of fighting of being a chairperson or seeing who is 'bigger' den the other? Got use mehz? BE URSELF!! be happy wif what u have ba. xD hmm. lao shi shou, is not that i side Gen Liang, its that wo kan bu chu lai, he is competing wif u sia. where as i tink u r quite emotional this few weeks. In some way i may agree wif u but u did not know ba. sometimes u cant come out of a conclusion when u dun get others feeling ba. u r hurting them in another way ba. xD Did anyboday tell u b4 that u r emotional in some way or another?? i mayb e the first ba? Ni hao xiang yao every1 to 'look' at u like that?? u get what i mean? mayb i am wrong but thats how i feel ba, i may not be shy as what i look but am fierce in true but at least i do show my fierce side ba. dun hide urself from others. it wont feel good de. xD Jia You ba. Hope u can get what u want not jus to challenge but as a goal. xD cherish everything u have now before u regret. (:

OH YA!! IMPORTANT!! ah gong ar. JIA YOU KKZ. XD stay cheerful an bhb ba. xD smile more. 笑一笑沒什大不了. remember? jia you. haha. xD i am a good listener. (:






















i love this pic. Boon Hong and Chee Siong draw de. (:
{ 4/23/2007 09:18:00 PM }

It’s a good day as I get quite satisfy results. Get 72 for chemistry and a c6 for A.maths. yeah. First time pass A.maths lor. Haha. Thx zhi xiang for ur ‘support’. (: Haha. xD after school, peer tutoring was cancelled as Mr Ravin got something on ba. (: Den went to discuss POP things, not much thing decided yet. Was in a mess at some times, sort of waste of time ba, wif some of them jus sitting at a side like dunno what to do, do their own stuffs. OMG!! Haiz. Hmm. Tmr speech day le. Quite nervous nia. Scared will do wrong sia. xD JIAYOU!!

Oh ya. The news sia!! OMG!! 32 person killed. That guy killed 32 innocent ppl. OMG. Is it worth it? Haiz. His parents wanna commit suicide becos of that nia. Hao ke lian. The murderer hate the wealthy guys lots so he killed many ohers to make revenge ba. Haiz.





















Boon Hong at work(:


















Boon Hong and Chee Siong draw de(:























Nice ma? xD
{ 4/19/2007 08:23:00 PM }

Hmm. Today went for Npcc to plan the schedule. Was quite “well done” ba. I tink so. (: hmm. In-charge of Sec 1s wif my other squad mates. I hope I can do a good job. (: JIA YOU!! Haha.Hmm. Tmr and Wednesday got speech day rehearsal den Friday is actual speech day le. Haiz. Quite nervous ba. (: JIA YOU!! Lao shi shou, I miss Mdm Ng (: Its like the way Mr Tan Is quite different from Mdm Ng ba. (: But hope we can excel together. xD haha. (: JIA YOU!!

Mid-year cuming le. Yao JIAYOU le. Haha. I must do well in mid-year. Haiz. That mao quan say mus do well in A.maths lei. Haha. I hope I can do well in that particular subjust. Will be happy if I can get at least get a C5. (: JIAYOU!!

I MISS 2E3’06!! I MISS MY SISTER-HOOD. (:
{ 4/16/2007 08:38:00 PM }

hmm. i am tired. really tired. slept in class den mr siva pass by the class. OMG!! haiz. den after school got ENGLISH ORAL!! omg. sucks!! gonna fail le. MR BRUCE is the kao guan. xD den training wor. SPEECH DAY REHEARSAL CANCEL. (: yeah. den do some drills omg. 3 in a squad ba le. really weird without them. xD den we took the sec 1s for drills. aiyo. so many sa-mu-la sia. but was quite nervous sia, the sec 1 r cute in some ways but some are quite 'attitude' sia. (: but they will change as time pass by ba. den did some campcraft after that. xD

haiz. feel that the squad got something wrong liao la. dun really know y. like jus now. chat abit den got ppl leaving the conversation all that. LAME SHIT!! cant we use a better tone to talk. xD hmm. we will excel together. go guys. xD
{ 4/13/2007 09:43:00 PM }

{ 4/12/2007 06:14:00 PM }

hmm. so long nvr post le. was quite bush ba. wif speech day rehearsal n sch stuffs. XD so lazy post lor. started to watch a very nice show- SONRIA PASTA by CINDY WANG n NICHOLAS TEO(zhang dong liang) OMG!! its a very nice show. i love it. XD Its nice, just as nice as HANA KIMI. XD thats all ba. nth much to tag. LAZY n TIRED!! XD

thx guys. i'm fine. (:
{ 4/06/2007 01:08:00 PM }